This blog was created for the purpose of discussing my daughter, Cooper Kay, her death and all of the feelings associated with that. This will be real, raw, unfiltered. I do not plan on shying away from the hard topics or stories since the pain is coupled with the love I have for Cooper. When I decide to write her birth story, I plan on telling exactly what happened as I remember it. She is my daughter and I will not hide her, or her story. I am sharing this with the world mostly because I want to get my thoughts down now while they’re fresh. I also want other parents who have suffered the loss of a child or children to know they’re not alone. I am not a writer, I just have a story to tell.